Down the Rabbit Hole

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I’ve always loved Alice in Wonderland and the catch phrase, “going down a rabbit hole.” More so now that I’ve joined an online writing course called Compel Training. (Check it out at www.compeltraining.com.)  The instructors warn against going down rabbit holes when writing a piece. How accurate and easy to do! This is true of life too; it seems we all fall into one from time to time.

We fall into a myriad of curiouser and curiouser things and lose sight of the Light as we fall headlong into despair. One burrow leads to worrying about what others think, one leads to self doubt, another leads to insecurity. I promise you…these lairs are strength sapping, mind-numbing corridors to nowhere.

I’ve been vexed and perplexed by the Cheshire Cat, i.e. my own willful will, ushering me into  chaos and trouble.

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I fell prey to the Bandersnatch who sought to rob me of leadership and of my self-worth, i.e. Satan distorting my perception of who I am in God and His plan for my life.

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Awhile back my husband and I were very involved in the Church we were members of. Circumstances at that time had me stepping into positions of leadership, one facet of that service was my being on the Worship Team. I was told by a team member that, “I had found my ministry.” I was moved by that and felt maybe I had. It wasn’t long before I lost my way and fell headlong into a rabbit hole of negative thinking. I began obsessing over what others thought of me, my voice, my performance. I allowed Satan to rule my thoughts, rather than the Spirit. I began to see I was unqualified to serve in that way. I felt misguided, humiliated, used and confounded. Like my worship was a sham. I felt I had no choice but to step down and it was devastating.

Soon after that I heard a radio sermon; I was driving so I couldn’t take notes. I believe this marked the beginning of my journey out of Wonderland. The topic was on how to worship. How timely. One phrase the speaker made that stuck in my memory was that, “worship is through Christ and for God.”

This is what I took away from the sermon. Sincere heart worship is cleansed by our mediator, Christ, and made perfect before it reaches God’s ears! Isn’t that wonderful?! Our hearts should be so full of God that we can’t help but direct all praise to Him. It’s for Him alone. Judgment by man on worship performance is totally inconsequential. On the heels of that sermon, I heard someone quote author Stephen Seamands on the topic of service and ministry stating;
“The ministry we have entered is the ministry of Jesus to the Father through the Holy Spirit.”

See the connection? “Through Christ and for God.”  We can’t gain God’s favor by what we do on our own. We do what we do because of God through Christ. Anything else is equivalent to chasing rabbits down a long dark hole.

Alice ate cakes and mushrooms that made her grow tall and drank potions that made her small. The Word is our cake; we must consume it daily to grow. The more we grow the more Christ like we become. Unlike the Cheshire Cat, God won’t vanish and leave us confounded. The sacrificial blood of Christ is the potion that makes us small. It exposes our weaknesses keeping us humble before Almighty God. It places in our hearts the desire to merge our willful will’s with God’s will for our lives. We know that the Bandersnatch has no future in God’s kingdom. If you’re in a rabbit hole today, take a moment, look up, find the Light then follow it out!

Father God be with Your children. Guard our hearts and minds, guide our feet that we might avoid falling into Satan’s pit of deceit. In Jesus name amen.

Patti D. Hemphill
May 2015

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About pdhemphill

I'm married to a wonderful man, we share two grown sons and two grandchildren. I love to write, crochet, bird watch, rv, hike and bike and I dabble with piano. Above all of this I love spending my mornings with God and being in His word. My goal is to share some life experiences and perhaps reach someone going through similar things and offer hope.

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  1. How timely…just this morning I experienced one of those rabbit holes after Ladies Bible Study. I went home feeling more miserable and that I had missed the mark. I sobbed all the way home. Then God spoke to me – you are on the right track, keep the faith, I am here with you always. Thanks for helping me see that.

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